That soft beautiful light entering my room every morning always caught
my eyes. That day I saw you standing there, holding your Abah's guitar
and feel amazed looking at a bird sitting on the roof. It was just a
perfect time for me to freeze the moment. I love every details preserved
in this photo and the story behind it.
The moment you realized I'm taking your picture, you start to make a 'show'.
Admiring the environment, I can't help but to persuade you to stand there for another moment so that I will have a chance to photograph a 'proper' portrait of you looking at the camera with the beauty of the light as the background. Nowadays, you are always refuse to look at my camera and always give that 'un-natural' look with a fake smile. As much as I love to document your unguarded spontaneous act, I also tried very hard to capture your eyes looking straight to my camera. Those kind of photos mean something to me. The photos that hold an emotional value in my heart. Your face with that eyes looking at me that I want to remember forever. You are not going to be small forever, my son. Your face will change one day. Your child look will disappear. Allow me to photograph it when I still have a chance.
It wasn't easy. But at least I got these..
No matter what, I still love you..
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